Long October
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Ha ha ha…. It’s been quite sometime since I’ve posted here… time seems to be not on my side… but I’m glad as well that I got the time to breathe… (
This time around it’s fasting months for the Muslims and festive months for the Indians… Halloween and Santa is yet to come… I’m still in the office workin… workin… and workin… where was I…. hmm… yeah… the brain… well… most of us (human) used less than 10% of whatever we have in the inner head part… if we put into calculations… throughout our lives there’ll be only minute usage per year/day/hour of the processing power… If human brains we’re computers… we’d be less than x86 processor. But in real fact, we have a bigger capacity than what we think we have... lets just not discuss this further…
These few weeks I’ve been trying to work my butt off… it’s not that I love to work… I used to be so lazy… I love to watch as much TV/movie as possible… laze around… but in real life... I can’t afford to do that anymore… if I’m still at my prime… I remembered when I was quite small… I used to study like mad… during my elementary… studying hard hoping that I don’t have to work as hard as then… I guess if I work as hard as now later… I still have to work harder in my old age… well at least now I know the purpose of why should I work hard for… for the $$$ of course… if not then why do we see people bust their *ss off everyday… for the fun of it is it? Ha ha… we work for the whole year and rest for 2 weeks… how ironic… most of us didn’t realize that… the 2 weeks holiday that we took hoping to get some rest but end up doing some more work…. House chores, partying, meeting old friends, spring cleaning, washing, etc etc….
I leave the subject there… it’ll never end…
Today I had a battle between the devil and lust…. But they say that the devil is being cast away during this month (Ramadan)… I was lost to lust… now I know how people sell their soul… how they lost to shopping… how they surrender to anger… how they give in to their own lust… hope to win it next time…
Ha ha ha…. It’s been quite sometime since I’ve posted here… time seems to be not on my side… but I’m glad as well that I got the time to breathe… (
This time around it’s fasting months for the Muslims and festive months for the Indians… Halloween and Santa is yet to come… I’m still in the office workin… workin… and workin… where was I…. hmm… yeah… the brain… well… most of us (human) used less than 10% of whatever we have in the inner head part… if we put into calculations… throughout our lives there’ll be only minute usage per year/day/hour of the processing power… If human brains we’re computers… we’d be less than x86 processor. But in real fact, we have a bigger capacity than what we think we have... lets just not discuss this further…
These few weeks I’ve been trying to work my butt off… it’s not that I love to work… I used to be so lazy… I love to watch as much TV/movie as possible… laze around… but in real life... I can’t afford to do that anymore… if I’m still at my prime… I remembered when I was quite small… I used to study like mad… during my elementary… studying hard hoping that I don’t have to work as hard as then… I guess if I work as hard as now later… I still have to work harder in my old age… well at least now I know the purpose of why should I work hard for… for the $$$ of course… if not then why do we see people bust their *ss off everyday… for the fun of it is it? Ha ha… we work for the whole year and rest for 2 weeks… how ironic… most of us didn’t realize that… the 2 weeks holiday that we took hoping to get some rest but end up doing some more work…. House chores, partying, meeting old friends, spring cleaning, washing, etc etc….
I leave the subject there… it’ll never end…
Today I had a battle between the devil and lust…. But they say that the devil is being cast away during this month (Ramadan)… I was lost to lust… now I know how people sell their soul… how they lost to shopping… how they surrender to anger… how they give in to their own lust… hope to win it next time…
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