Monday, June 12, 2006

emotion, sentiment & sensation

Image of us

What we are were sculptured over times by the people we cared, the people we’ve been with, the experienced we had, the moments we’ve shared, the ups and downs, the hurt and hated, the things we’ve learnt and… it’s indescribable that all these things have been compressed into us… it’s amazing how we adapt and change throughout the years… I’d say that “last time” I’d strongly disagree that everybody would remain the same throughout the years… some remains and some evolved… but are we evolving into something else… either we like it or not… we changed… make it good or bad… “We changed”… I know for a fact that the things that hurt us the most remains inside… as a human, we tend to have a box of memories in our mind that we access from time to time reminding us of the moments we had… good or bad… we eventually will remind ourselves… I would think that it’s terrible to hide from others about who we really are… but I did it also… my personal opinion would be… “why should I share it with someone I barely know?” and “why should I let myself be known to others?”…

It’s like a fortress… over the period of time… you will fortified yourself… strengthening your defense… so that you won’t be hurt again… so that you’ll be prepared next time… the more fortified you are… the more prepared you’ll be…

Advantage

As human, we tend to ignore small things in life… sometimes the smallest things matter… it could cause minute damage… but over time… the damage would be so huge that the “life” that’s holding the person will collapsed… minute things matter… a few simple examples… bacteria, virus and cancer are small minute things… what happen to the person who got it… (Over a period of time I mean)… an individual is a tiny specter of a race, or even a government… a microchip in a computer… all these are petite compared to the whole general body it held on to such as computers, cars, etc… emphasizing on the individuals…. Sometimes we tend to forget that others also are human… with feelings and emotions… all the small things in life might not matter at the specific point of time… but it will after some time…. Taking advantage is one thing… using people is another… go figure…

A short conversation

I had a brief chat with someone… seems forever… don’t know where it started… don’t know how it ends… in less than 5 minutes… I feel great again… conclusion: the feeling of missing somebody will vanish once u gets a glimpse of the real emotion (of why you had it the first time)… complicated? I think not….


-radix two-

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