it's been a very very long time since i wrote here. i've been quite bz lately... bz with life... bz with work... someone once said "get bz living, orget bz dying...". i'd rather choose the former.. after quite sometime... i found out that i'm actually need to let myself out... if not thru people, maybe thru this blog... since i don't expect anybody to read this... more like my personal diary/journal...

another job well done... another deal closed... now what...? report? post mortem? evaluation?... the process never ends... well coz life still goes on... and there's more to life than anything else... celebrate life... enjoy life... till you're taken by the angel of death...

me... i'll live another day... sometimes that's just not enough... at times i feel that i've found my soul mate... i thought i had... but the other party doesn't feel the same... i'm lost... lost in my own dominion... i'd asked only if... my soul mate... how i'm lost...

she's the morning light,
she's the shining star,
she understands...
she's the angel that i really wanna be with...

she's soft and delicate,
she's fragile and sweet,
she completes me,
she's the one that i wanna grow old with...

that's for now.. i can't get too specific... i'll jeopardize my situation now... the thing is... i feel comfortable with the person... i'd think that i'm in love... but...

things could get very complicated when u don't want them... well what the hell... guess i'll live with that...

until that time... i'll keep it to myself... forever... adieu....